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@JINDRICHZESKALICE
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Height 6'0" Body Type muscular Smokes no Drinks yes Drugs ?? Sign ?? Education decent Occupation blacksmith, page Income ?? Children no Pets Pebbles (horse), Mutt (dog) Hobbies alchemy, blacksmithing, playing dice, drinking

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01. WINE OR BEER

either

.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES

what is this

.03 SHOWER OR BATH

bath

.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS

what is a ninja

.05 TITS OR ASS

both

.06 COFFEE OR TEA

what is this

.07 SPICY OR SWEET

spicy

.08 SUMMER OR WINTER

summer

.09 LEATHER OR LACE

leather

10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX

either

Personality Type
ENFJ-A - The Protagonist

ENERGY79%
extroverted
MIND54%
intuitive
NATURE58%
feeling
TACTICS76%
judging
IDENTITY54%
assertive

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[Dodger lets out a short hum while he thinks. Really, he's got a few big questions on his mind, but he wants to save them until Henry is drunker.]

Who's the best person you've slept with here so far?

Ah, come on.

[ Fishing for compliments!! Henry considers deeply for a moment, raising his brow suspiciously at Dodger. ]

Suppose it's you, since I keep coming back.

I'm starting to think you do need to branch out... maybe I'll introduce you to one of my friends.

[He is preening, though, even if he was absolutely fishing.]

Your turn, ask a question. Whatever's on your mind.

I absolutely do. And there's no need, I can do well enough on my own you know.

[ He huffs softly, but deep down he is glad that Dodger already seems distracted. ]

Alright. What's the craziest thing you've used those Mating Pod rooms for?

Hmm... blacksmithing is up there. But uh, Esikko used one of those rooms to do blood magic on me, once. I spent an hour wearing his skin, looking like him and having his voice in my head telling me what to do.

[Which... the longer he talks the less merry his tone is. Because he can't fucking believe he let someone do that to him, after everything he's gone through.]

...Good thing he did, because I figured out what he did to my best friend. The person he wanted me to spy on, pretending to be him. So.

[He chugs a bit more alcohol, just to drown those feelings out.]

[ Ah, fuck. Well he didn't want to bring up Esikko at all. But of course that freak would make the top of the list. Henry can't hold back an expression of revulsion. He does, at least resist crossing himself. ]

Fucking, kurva- [ He takes a drink too. That's not the rules but he deserves it. ]

We're just going to say it was the blacksmithing. Anyway, your question.

[Dodger lets out a little huff of laughter, although it's almost devoid of humor. God, he hates Esikko so much.

He pushes the thought out of his mind, though, and takes another drink while he decides on a question.]

What's something you've been wanting to do with me, that we haven't done yet?

[ Henry doesn't say a word more about it either, not keen on discussing the man responsible for all this.

He snorts softly at the question. ]

Oh, I don't know. Picked you right up off your feet, put a good meal and some water in you, and tuck you into bed for a full night's rest.

[Dodger ends up blushing, and raising a hand up to try and mask it. Which does fuck all in such close proximity, so after a bit of hesitation he just leans a little more heavily against Henry.]

Sounds relationship-y.

[Or like adopting a stray dog. But he likes the idea of being domestic like that with someone who actually appreciates it. Unlike Esikko.]

Let's do it sometime. Get some good food, and water, and go back to your place after. And I'll keep my hands to myself if you want me to.

[He doesn't tend to sleep for very long, but he does need more sleep than he gets. He just doesn't afford himself the luxury, it feels like luxury enough to have Henry next to him.]

[ That makes Henry smile, bringing his free arm up around Dodger's shoulders.

He just really deeply feels that Dodger has never been taken care of properly, and he isn't sure he's the most qualified to change that, but he can do his best. He just expected more of a resistance from the man who wants to be collared and choked and called questionably rude things. ]

You wouldn't have to do that, but I would make sure you got to sleep.

[ Some... how. He'll think about that later. ]

Alright then, same question for you. But you can't answer something like you want me to stab you with a knife.

No fun.

[He has to tease, even if he is planning to explain knifeplay at some point later for Henry's benefit.

He wavers, though, on what exactly he wants to ask for. And finally he settles on something safer than what's on his mind.]

I wanna watch you fuck Rin, and eat her out after you're done with her.

[Doesn't have to be Rin specifically, but she is the only woman willing to sleep with Dodger.]

And, ah... Viktor asked about fucking you while I watched. Since I was talking about having him watch me with Jayce. That seemed fun, too.

[ Henry just chuckles a little at that, setting his drink aside for the moment. He is still determined not to get silly. ]

After I'm done?

[ Dodger has something about eating cum apparently, but Henry doesn't say that out loud. Instead, he lifts his eyebrows at the mention of Viktor. The man did say he was amenable to playing the 'game' with Henry, but he still seems surprised. ]

Viktor did? I feel... kind of... flattered.

Yeah. I want to taste you on her.

[Ignoring that he can't taste things. It's the thought that counts.]

And yeah, he did. Might be fun to... swap blacksmiths. I don't know if I could handle three men at once, but... I trust you and I trust both of them, so maybe we could do something in the same room.

[He hesitates.]

I like watching you enjoy yourself. So it'd be good, watching you with someone else.

Right. Well, if she agreed to it...

[ She is an attractive girl, so he doesn't really mind. Henry is but a simple bisexual man.

"Swapping blacksmiths" makes him laugh though. ]

Sure, might be fun. I've yet to meet Jayce, I'm not sure that's the setting I want it to be.

[ He pauses a moment, thinking of all this combined with something Viktor said to him. ]

Are Viktor and Jayce ... together?

Yeah. They were uh... research partners back home, scientists that work together. But they're boyfriends here. I'm sure it was brewing back home, and neither of them act like it's weird to like men. So.

[He shifts to make himself a little more comfortable, and takes another drink.]

Leads pretty neatly into my next question, actually. Would you want to do that? Be together with someone here?

[While he waits for Hans. A thought that occurs to him, and that gets squashed down immediately.]

Huh.

[ Amazing. Crazy, wild. Almost incomprehensible to Henry, had he not already been in the Golden Peacock for the handful of months that he has. If this was when he was freshly arrived, he wouldn't believe it at all. Might even get a bit angry about it. ]

With ... someone here?

[ He thinks back to that confession of Dodger's when he had taken Viktor's potion. It squeezes his chest in two very different directions. ]

I ... I don't know the answer to that.

[ He feels like he has to be loyal to Hans. But what if Hans doesn't even care about him the same way? What if he never shows up and Henry never goes back home?

That last thought is enough to make him feel a bit sick, so he takes a drink. ]

[Maybe he tipped his hand too early. Maybe Henry is just afraid of telling him no, after all the talk of Dodger's temper. Or maybe he really did put that drug-addled confession out of his mind and he just doesn't have any thoughts about it. But it's not a no, and Dodger can't help clinging onto that possibility that it means he has a shot.

Even if something sharp and prickly curls into his chest, getting a non-answer.]

Point for me, then.

[He keeps his tone even, as best as he can. There is a little disappointment slipping through.]

I'm not gonna press. Your turn to ask.

[ It's less to do with Dodger himself or that confession from before, and mostly to do with Henry's own hang-ups and uncertainties.

He looks over at the man quietly, unsure of what to say or what not to say. Dodger says he won't press, but Henry feels like he owes him explanations. ]

Dodger...

[ Something is on the tip of his tongue, and he nearly lets it go, but changes his mind at the last second. ]

Back when you drank Viktor's potion, that wasn't all the potion's doing was it?

[Dodger stills, in turn. He was pretty comfortable leaning against Henry, and that makes it all the more obvious when his body tenses up, and he reaches a little too quickly to take another drink.]

Pass.

[He knew the question was coming sooner or later. And maybe he thought about it when starting this game, too, that he might be able to just rip the bandaid off in his own way. But when the moment finally comes, he finds himself glancing around the room for an exit. Reminding himself what is behind each of the walls, if he has to teleport. Soothing himself with the knowledge that Henry couldn't follow him if he teleported through the floor.

There's no real reason for his mind to treat it like an active threat. But it does, and Dodger is kicking himself for being this much of a coward.]

[ Henry grimaces a little. ]

Okay. Fair enough.

[ He tentatively brings a hand to rest against Dodger's arm, as though he wants to say "don't go". He doesn't want him to leave because of his own lack of answer, or at trying to get this answer. The whole intent of this was to distract him from his nightmare and everything else, so he wants to keep doing that.

Naturally he can't stop Dodger if he does truly want to leave. He just hopes he doesn't. ]

Your question, then.

[Dodger hesitates when Henry's hand moves, and settles a bit. Still on edge, but making it clear he won't leave. He isn't even sure where he'd go, he doesn't want to be alone right now.]

...I feel like you're gonna pass this. But.

[More hesitation. But it feels like they're on the edge of something and as afraid as he is to tip over it, he also can't quite stop pulling the thread.]

What do you want my answer to be? About if I- about the potion.

[ He would relax a bit, feeling that Dodger won't run away, but the question turned to him has him all tensed up again. He feels like a bowstring about to snap. ]

That's not really fair, is it?

[ It isn't fair. It's downright dirty. Or it would be, if Henry had no option of backing out of it, which he does. He just isn't sure he wants to keep pretending he doesn't notice certain things about how Dodger talks to or acts around him. And he doesn't want to go around in circles like this either, especially if he might be drunk enough to be really stupid one of these rounds. ]

It's... Hans. I ... I'm in love with him. [ Duh, Henry. ] But I don't think I could ever tell him that. I also don't want to- I wouldn't want to hurt him, or be untrue.

[ He takes a swig, which is totally not abiding by the rules but whatever. ]

But I really care about you too, Dodger. I wasn't upset when you said that before. Just ... confused?

[He knows Henry is in love with Hans. He's known it since they first met, because Henry talks about him the way Dodger used to talk about Augustine, before his opinion of the man started festering from within. But it still stings to hear it in as many words. He's borrowing time from Hans, and that's assuming Henry actually wants him in the first place.]

I have a boyfriend back home.

[It feels stupid to bring it up. But Henry already knows he's not loyal, he's talked about sleeping around behind Janet's back.]

Jason, is his name. I liked him plenty, but he wasn't... I wasn't that attached. He was just convenient. He was my first boyfriend and it... felt right at the time.

[Anything he felt about Jason has paled in comparison to how he feels about multiple people here, and feels like nothing at all compared to what he feels about Henry.

Dodger's hand moves to scratch at one of his wrists, mostly without his notice.]

I'd break things off if he was here. So it's different, from... you and Hans. But I'm tied down, technically, too. I just... I've never had someone- care about me, and understand me, like you do. But it's- you're waiting on him so it doesn't really- this is stupid. We can just forget it.

A boyfriend. Right.

[ That's like something that goes with "dating". Like a word for a lover. Wild.

Henry shakes his head so as not to get distracted. There are a lot of things about Dodger he still doesn't understand, and his personal relationships is one of them. It's not that he's judging it, he just doesn't really get it.

It is a little different. Especially in that Henry isn't sure he'd ever tell Hans how he felt. He has no idea that it's definitely reciprocated. Which is really dumb of him, but there are a lot of outside factors contributing to his obtuseness.

He leans in slightly, the backs of his fingers resting up against Dodger's jaw. It really is confusing for him, since he just feels this inexplicable need to kiss the man right now. ]

It's not stupid, Dodger. I never even thought that with the potion or anything. I just ... kurva, I don't know, I just wanted you to know that I ... I'm just thinking about a lot, that's all.

[He's very aware of the fingers on his jaw, how close they still are. It has him looking up at Henry, with a look that is almost... pained. Deeply stressed out by how much he wants him, and how sure he is that this isn't going anywhere.]

You want someone else. And I'm... not supposed to get attached like this. So it is stupid.

[But that is an admission, in and of itself. So the game is up.

Hesitantly, Dodger reaches a hand up to run his fingers over the back of Henry's hand. He shifts so they can fully face each other, because he needs to watch Henry's face while he talks.]

The potion... exaggerates things that are already there, I think. The same way my suit does, when it flares. And it's... [he takes a deep breath, that comes out very shaky.] ...I want you. I want to belong to you. And I wanted it a little then, and it keeps... getting bigger, and feeling stupider, because I already knew you were pining after Hans, and it's- I just thought maybe with... the dog tag... I don't know, it's-

[Stupid. That's the only word he can really think to use.]

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