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20ish / m / bisexual / 6♤
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either
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
what is this
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
bath
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
what is a ninja
.05 TITS OR ASS
both
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
what is this
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
spicy
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
summer
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
leather
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
either
ENFJ-A - The Protagonist
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Amen... fuck, that's hot.
[He leans down to capture Henry's lips, with a mouth that's still hot enough to burn just a bit. He really is trying to keep his temperature down, but it's suddenly become incredibly difficult. It really does feel like the devil is working through him, stoking the forge in his chest.]
Let's see about filling you up then, o loyal sinner.
[His hand moves from Henry's cock up to his shoulder, digging his fingers in and leaving more burns as he starts to move his hips again. It's much harder now to control his strength, and each of those thrusts comes with a punishing force, although he won't last much longer like this. Less than a minute, before he drags Henry closer and spills inside of him with a flash of heat.]
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Dodger, fuck, kurva- [ The same old curses are all he's able to sigh when they break for breath again. Otherwise, Henry's cries are unintelligible. Desperate and animalistic. They're pleasure and exhaustion and scorching ache as he's pounded down into the mattress. If he was thinking, he'd wonder if the bed isn't about to break apart beneath them, but he's not.
By the time Dodger spills into him he really is spent, breathing heavily and trembling a bit, his body slick with sweat that's a mixture of his own temperature and in bearing the force of the thrusts and the pain of those burns. He'd been told he'd see stars and he does, especially once he comes for a second time. His own spill is smaller and weaker than the first but still wracks through his whole body until he's all but a puddle, not even able to keep his arms up on the other man any longer.
He groans one more time, loud and low and long, as though after days he's finally broken a fever. ]
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You look good like this.
[He moves a heavy hand to swipe his fingers through the spilt cum on Henry's stomach, and brings it up to his lips so he can make a show of tasting it. Although more than anything, he just wants the taste on his lips when he seeks out their next kiss a moment later.]
How're you feeling?
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He has, however, been fucked a bit senseless and it does end up being hard for him to form words that are remotely profound and not just nonsense. His first reply is to groan again as his head turns on the pillow to watch Dodger lick up his spend. Lazily, his fingers come up to Dodger's cheek, rubbing gently at one of the scars there.]
I'm so, incredibly fucked.
[ He mostly means it one way though it's true in the more literal way too, but that's what he settles on before he surrenders to the kiss. His own cum is still a weird taste to him sometimes but he doesn't care. Can't care right now, and that's fine. He was serious about being parched with desire. ]
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Then I did a good job reminding you. [He reaches over to lazily trace patterns on Henry's chest.] You're mine before anything else, and I love you.
[And he's going to be riding the high of that prayer for weeks, if not months.
He's silent for a while after that, just basking in the afterglow and slowly recovering his stamina. But it gives him time to think, and that thing in his chest hates to see thoughts he doesn't necessarily want to voice. So out they come.]
I don't know if I want to share you. [A pause.] With Capon, I mean. Threesomes are different, but... I like feeling like I'm your favorite.
[Although on some level he knows Henry's happiness is more important to him than his own feelings. Which is an incredibly foreign feeling that he isn't sure what to do with, something he doesn't think he's felt toward anyone before.]
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He breathes out, something like a laugh. ] Yes, you did. It was perfect. [ Even if, and some has already started, he's really going to be feeling a bit awful for the next while.
He tries not to make any sort of face at the mention of Capon's name. Henry feels a sort of despair on the daily when it comes to Hans. He feels guilty for being here while Hans is hostage, guilty for falling for another man, guilty for everything! Especially considering he doesn't have a damn clue how Hans truly feels. To top it all off, he doesn't like the idea of hurting Dodger either just because he can't let go ... ]
I'm not sure you'd have to worry about that. Hans doesn't feel this way about me. And I don't think he's coming here. [ He does pause briefly, watching Dodger. ] I'd never stop serving him, though.
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Wouldn't dream of asking for that. [He lets out a deep breath, and presses their foreheads together affectionately.] Serving your master is different from falling for someone. I get it.
[Even if he did very much have some muddy romantic feelings toward Augustine, which he's shelved after a lot of soul-searching. He still doesn't like being a dog without a leash, but he can't say he'd want to go back to Augustine's care either. And he's certainly not interested in seeking love from anyone else.]
I still want him to come here. I want you to see him again, and... I don't want you to leave. So he has to.
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Yes. I promised him.
[ And despite everything, whether Hans is his lover or Hans is his employer... Hans is his friend. His best friend, so he would never abandon him.
Despite the fact that his body has no desire to be put to work right now, he moves enough to be able to kiss where his thumb had been previously. ]
I'm sorry, Dodger. That I'm ... that I'm all mixed up about this. [ It's like his heart can't decide, even if he does think his chances with Hans are about a 2% right now. Henry hates the feeling a lot, so he's sure it doesn't feel great for Dodger either. ]
I'm afraid if he did show up here he'd feel disgusted by me, or something. And yet I'd still go mad if anyone else thought of touching him.
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If he's got an issue with you, we'll deal with it. In the meantime... I'll keep looking out for him when new people show up. And I'll try and get your permission before I touch him.
[Although he's fully aware he tends to fuck people before exchanging names, so who knows.
There's a pause, before he guides Henry into another kiss with a hand on his cheek.]
Do you love me? [Another bit of hesitation.] Even if it's still- both of us. I just wanna hear you say it.
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[ It means a lot to him, because Dodger doesn't have to do that. It especially means a lot that he'd talk to Henry before attempting to touch Hans but in the end if Hans was interested that would be that. He can't actually prevent his lord from fucking the people he wants to fuck.
The whole thing gives him a headache on top of the heartache it usually brings, and he ends up clamping his eyes closed until he feels Dodger's hand again.
He hasn't even fully realized he hasn't said it yet. He's said things awfully close, of course. But, well. After these past weeks and after the toss in bed they just had, he knows. He ends up smiling, breathing out something like a chuckle. ]
That's the whole problem isn't it? I love you. [ He kisses him again, a little harder this time. ] I do, I love you.
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He presses a few more kisses to Henry's lips before pulling back a bit, and wavering a little.]
It's Jamie, by the way. My name. Just... don't use it outside of this room.
[He honestly isn't even sure who he's hiding it from at this point. He really doubts anyone here cares that much, barely anyone cared back home. But some forms of security are just a tough habit to break.]
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His brows lift then as he's given Dodger's real name. He feels like he warms up a bit at the little tidbit too. Last time they came on this topic, brief as it was, he'd just accepted that he was never going to learn it. ]
Jamie, like ... James? [
Actually Jakub in Henry's language, funnily enoughHe looks like he's trying to decide if Dodger looks like his name. Affectionately, of course. ]Of course, I won't tell a soul.
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[Which... Dodger takes after his father quite a bit despite having never met him. Nominative determinism at work, making him a functional alcoholic who can't stay out of others' business.]
I've been 'Dodger' since I was ten... tried to use my real name for a while, when I was trying to fix my life up, but it never felt right. Like wearing clothes meant for someone else. After that fell through, it just... made sense to go back to what I knew. I don't think I've said it out loud in... five or so years.
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[ Mostly he's just trying the names out on his tongue, having not encountered them really before. But his expression fades a little as Dodger goes on to explain. When he's finished, Henry gathers him up close in his arms again despite the protest of his burns. ]
I'm glad you've told me. I won't forget how special it is. [ Being told, not the name itself of course. He gets the feeling that he shouldn't actually call Dodger by his real name so much as just cherish the fact he was trusted with the knowledge. ]
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You'd better not. [Another kiss.] I can't kill people to keep their mouths shut here, so I'd have to do worse to you.
[He is (mostly) joking. Although the fact that it's entirely possible for him to do so makes him a little self-conscious, and he covers that up by seeking a few more kisses.]