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@JINDRICHZESKALICE
20ish / m / bisexual / 6♤

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Height 6'0" Body Type muscular Smokes no Drinks yes Drugs ?? Sign ?? Education decent Occupation blacksmith, page Income ?? Children no Pets Pebbles (horse), Mutt (dog) Hobbies alchemy, blacksmithing, playing dice, drinking

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01. WINE OR BEER

either

.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES

what is this

.03 SHOWER OR BATH

bath

.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS

what is a ninja

.05 TITS OR ASS

both

.06 COFFEE OR TEA

what is this

.07 SPICY OR SWEET

spicy

.08 SUMMER OR WINTER

summer

.09 LEATHER OR LACE

leather

10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX

either

Personality Type
ENFJ-A - The Protagonist

ENERGY79%
extroverted
MIND54%
intuitive
NATURE58%
feeling
TACTICS76%
judging
IDENTITY54%
assertive

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[Dodger's expression muddies a little. Sure, it soothes his pride a little to think that Hans isn't interested, that Henry is all his regardless of whether he shows up. But it still bothers him, having something Henry wants that's out of his grasp. And something that's much harder to get ahold of than, say, Mutt.]

Wouldn't dream of asking for that. [He lets out a deep breath, and presses their foreheads together affectionately.] Serving your master is different from falling for someone. I get it.

[Even if he did very much have some muddy romantic feelings toward Augustine, which he's shelved after a lot of soul-searching. He still doesn't like being a dog without a leash, but he can't say he'd want to go back to Augustine's care either. And he's certainly not interested in seeking love from anyone else.]

I still want him to come here. I want you to see him again, and... I don't want you to leave. So he has to.

[ Henry frowns, though he tries to keep down. His thumb brushes over Dodger's cheek almost more soothingly now. ]

Yes. I promised him.

[ And despite everything, whether Hans is his lover or Hans is his employer... Hans is his friend. His best friend, so he would never abandon him.

Despite the fact that his body has no desire to be put to work right now, he moves enough to be able to kiss where his thumb had been previously. ]

I'm sorry, Dodger. That I'm ... that I'm all mixed up about this. [ It's like his heart can't decide, even if he does think his chances with Hans are about a 2% right now. Henry hates the feeling a lot, so he's sure it doesn't feel great for Dodger either. ]

I'm afraid if he did show up here he'd feel disgusted by me, or something. And yet I'd still go mad if anyone else thought of touching him.

[Dodger closes his eyes, basking in that kiss and relaxing a bit more.]

If he's got an issue with you, we'll deal with it. In the meantime... I'll keep looking out for him when new people show up. And I'll try and get your permission before I touch him.

[Although he's fully aware he tends to fuck people before exchanging names, so who knows.

There's a pause, before he guides Henry into another kiss with a hand on his cheek.]

Do you love me? [Another bit of hesitation.] Even if it's still- both of us. I just wanna hear you say it.

Thank you ... Dodger.

[ It means a lot to him, because Dodger doesn't have to do that. It especially means a lot that he'd talk to Henry before attempting to touch Hans but in the end if Hans was interested that would be that. He can't actually prevent his lord from fucking the people he wants to fuck.

The whole thing gives him a headache on top of the heartache it usually brings, and he ends up clamping his eyes closed until he feels Dodger's hand again.

He hasn't even fully realized he hasn't said it yet. He's said things awfully close, of course. But, well. After these past weeks and after the toss in bed they just had, he knows. He ends up smiling, breathing out something like a chuckle. ]

That's the whole problem isn't it? I love you. [ He kisses him again, a little harder this time. ] I do, I love you.

[Dodger's skin warms up a bit at the words, and he lets out a contented noise into their next kiss. Yes, he already knew, and Henry's said a few things to him that might be more romantic, but it still soothes something in him to have it stated plainly.

He presses a few more kisses to Henry's lips before pulling back a bit, and wavering a little.]

It's Jamie, by the way. My name. Just... don't use it outside of this room.

[He honestly isn't even sure who he's hiding it from at this point. He really doubts anyone here cares that much, barely anyone cared back home. But some forms of security are just a tough habit to break.]

[ Henry smiles too, despite everything going on in his head and heart. It's good to see Dodger looking so happy.

His brows lift then as he's given Dodger's real name. He feels like he warms up a bit at the little tidbit too. Last time they came on this topic, brief as it was, he'd just accepted that he was never going to learn it. ]

Jamie, like ... James? [ ~~Actually Jakub in Henry's language, funnily enough~~ He looks like he's trying to decide if Dodger looks like his name. Affectionately, of course. ]

Of course, I won't tell a soul.

Yeah- well, Jamison. Which means 'son of James', my father's name was James.

[Which... Dodger takes after his father quite a bit despite having never met him. Nominative determinism at work, making him a functional alcoholic who can't stay out of others' business.]

I've been 'Dodger' since I was ten... tried to use my real name for a while, when I was trying to fix my life up, but it never felt right. Like wearing clothes meant for someone else. After that fell through, it just... made sense to go back to what I knew. I don't think I've said it out loud in... five or so years.

Jamie.. Jamison...

[ Mostly he's just trying the names out on his tongue, having not encountered them really before. But his expression fades a little as Dodger goes on to explain. When he's finished, Henry gathers him up close in his arms again despite the protest of his burns. ]

I'm glad you've told me. I won't forget how special it is. [ Being told, not the name itself of course. He gets the feeling that he shouldn't actually call Dodger by his real name so much as just cherish the fact he was trusted with the knowledge. ]

[The name barely feels like his own, but he still likes hearing Henry say it. It feels like some of that barrier he keeps between himself and everyone else is shifting, more and more, to allow Henry in at least.]

You'd better not. [Another kiss.] I can't kill people to keep their mouths shut here, so I'd have to do worse to you.

[He is (mostly) joking. Although the fact that it's entirely possible for him to do so makes him a little self-conscious, and he covers that up by seeking a few more kisses.]

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