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.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
what is this
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
bath
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
what is a ninja
.05 TITS OR ASS
both
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
what is this
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
spicy
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
summer
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
leather
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
either
ENFJ-A - The Protagonist
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I'm sure it's tough to be a ruler. Just.. hard to care, when you're pretty much a peasant with no upward mobility. Y'know?
[Dodger hesitates, and rests his head on Henry's shoulder.]
If there were no laws against it, if you went somewhere where no one really cared who you went after, would you want to marry a man?
[Feels like a dangerous question, especially since Dodger himself is not interested in marriage even a tiny bit. But he can't help continuing to poke at Henry's preferences and see how much of a shot he has.]
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But he huffs a little. ] Yeah. When you're a peasant there's not many places to go. I only lucked out because of Radzig, and Sir Hans insisting I'm treated well.
[ He smiles fondly, but there's a grieving sort of ache in his chest when he does bring Hans up. Not that he's going to share that, or elaborate further. He may not fully understand Dodger's (or his own) feelings but he knows bringing Hans up could end up making one or both of them annoyed.
The question though seizes in his chest too, getting stuck in his throat like a tangle of knots. It's not something he's considered before. Of course he'd assumed he would marry Bianca originally, and that would be that. He hasn't even dared try to figure out what he feels about Hans to pursue touching him, let alone marrying him. ]
I ... [ He pauses, but then thinks it's kind of silly he has to even think about it. Whether it's him and another man, or anyone and their same-sex lover, the answer should be the same actually. ]
Of course, I think I'd like it if anyone could marry whoever they wanted.
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[He shifts, enough that he can stare intently at Henry.]
You specifically, would you rather marry a man or a woman if you had the option? And if no one else cared either way.
[There's correct answer to this question. Of course there is. But Dodger couldn't exactly say why it's that important, because it's also where the line of questioning ends.
Maybe it's just that he knows it's a tough question for Henry. Some part of Dodger, the part that was raised and trained to seek out information and secrets, is circling this like a shark smelling blood in the water.]
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[ He frowns, narrowing his eyes like he's shouldering some kind of pain. ] I don't know the answer to that yet.
[ Except he kind of does. He's just a few steps behind that in the process. Being here for months away from Hans only makes him think about being with him more though. Henry grits his teeth, glancing off to the side. It's really frustrating, even still, that he can't just go rescue Hans from his terrible tower. ]
Fine, yes. I would ... choose a man. But that is impossible, and I like women fine, so it doesn't even matter.
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Nothing's impossible here. There might be a way to go to someone else's world, if we ever leave.
[He's not going to say his own world - he's not even sure Henry would like it there, with all of the neon lights and screens and open debauchery. And the huge mutant population. Dodger isn't even planning to go back there himself if he can help it, but there is that beginning of a pipe dream in the back of his head.]
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As interesting and wonderous (and horrifying) as it would be to go to all sorts of places, his answer is immediate. ]
I have to go home. I have to save him.
[ from the way things are going at home, no one else is in even the slightest hurry to get Hans free. But Henry vowed to keep him safe. ]
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You could really benefit from practicing a little selfishness.
[He nearly seeks out another kiss, before thinking better of it and just flopping against Henry.]
He's probably going to end up here sooner or later. Then you can do... whatever you want with him.
[He's really failing to hide how jealous he is.]
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I made a promise. I don't break my promises.
[ And you know, he's in love with Hans. It's whatever.
He huffs softly though, relaxing a little bit again. ]
You don't have to say it like that ... [ He still doesn't know how to respond when Dodger gets prickly about Hans. But it is getting more difficult to pretend he doesn't notice. ]
Anyway, they don't seem to like bringing in guests from my time. Maybe I was just an experiment.
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They don't like bringing people from my time, either.
[He thinks it's sort of romantic that the person furthest in the past and the person furthest in the future could maybe be together. But he's keeping that to himself, for now.]
I'll still keep an eye out for him, for you. So you'll know as soon as he shows up.
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And yes, it is a very romantic notion, even Henry couldn't deny that. If only the Hans wrench wasn't just there stuck in the middle. ]
... You don't have to do that. But ... I'd appreciate it. I need to know the second he's here, if he ever is.
[ For now at least Dodger gets Henry mostly to himself... ]
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[Because it's important to Henry, and because Henry would be upset if Dodger met Hans and didn't tell him immediately. Dodger still couldn't care less if the lord lives or dies, but he likes to imagine if their roles were reversed, and it was Henry pining after him, he'd do the same if someone from Dodger's world showed up.]
If he's here then you don't have to worry too much about going back, right? So it's in my best interest, too.
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[ It's still just kind of weird to have someone do something without ulterior motives or expectation of payment or a favor. Not impossible though. Granted, wanting Henry to want to stay here is a motive in itself.
He smiles some. ]
It's not that simple. But that would significantly lessen the worry, yes.
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[Dodger knew after a month here that he didn't want to leave. That nothing is worth giving up the chance to spend his days in a sex resort with a blank slate reputation and no laws against his own existence. But that doesn't mean he didn't leave things behind, like his best friend or his boss or his daughter or any chance of ever seeing his brother again.
His boyfriend and his dog are in distant fifth place to any of those people, but the thought of them does cross his mind briefly.]
Hey. Let's worry about our worlds when we have to. We've got nothing but time here, may as well actually enjoy it.
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[ he agrees with a nod. If Hans did come here, the decision to stay or leave (if they ever got one) would be even more difficult, and Henry would worry for him more than for himself.
He really does miss his dog and horse though too. ]
You're right. It won't do to mope about it right now. We're here, and that's that.